Hi!

You always blurt out that you’re always feeling “alone”, “unloved”, “forgotten” that you just wanna feel numb and just be done with people who never gave a shit about you when I’ve always been here listening, waiting for you to come to me. Yes, sometimes, you do but it seems like you’re never letting me help you. I love you and I will do anything to make you feel so much better. I’d accept you for exactly who/what you are right now but remember that I want to help you because I know, you can do much more better. I’m not doing it for me. 

I don’t even know if you’re gonna fucking stop to look at this post ‘cause as I’ve noticed, you have been ignoring me these past SEVERAL weeks. Yes, we still manage to “like” or comment from time to time but I hope you noticed it, too. I don’t know what it is; maybe, it’s because of my fucking excuses like I am busy, feeling ugly, or just tired. I’m sorry. I tell you what I feel and now, it’s for you to tell me how you do. Again, I love you; I know you do know about it. And we’ve always been saying, “Oh! Though we don’t talk that much, we know deep inside, we still got each other” and I believe in that but sometimes, I want you to let me make you feel that I miss you. Distance have not been helpful all this time but girl, you know that you are my bitch and that you forever will be. You’re the best-est person that I ever had and with this ever-changing world, I hope you feel the same way about me, too.

This has gone way too long. I just wanted to say that I am missing you so much.

All the love,

Gabby